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"Hands, put your empty hands in mine
And scars, show me all the scars you hide
And hey, if your wings are broken
Please take mine so yours can open too,"
Hello I'm finally backkkk! Because once again, someone has been stalking me and I realized how long I haven't updated!! (HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!! :x)
Currently super love this songggg. Hahaha ^__^ Only had a good listen to it during HI Club's Closing Ceremony and one of my friends made the signings so magical and pretty +_+ Really miss song signing omgggg. My signings are horrible and reading signings are even worse. But still I guess it's good enough that I know enough signings to actually start/continue a conversation with someone with hearing impairment. Never fails to amaze me that this communication barrier can be bridged with just that one step taken to actually learn the signings. :)
Anyway I have been so into Korean Dramas!! This is called Kill Me Heal Me and it's really amazing. Basically this guy has multiple personalities (D.I.D) and they just come and go at any time the 'owner' of the body is unable to deal with a situation or after a trigger. It's like excitement at every single episode because of the funny personalities especially when he turns into a girl!! :p Damn cute when you see him calling another guy "oppa" which means big brother hahaha!! Can seriously make you squirrrm! :x
So anyway, school has been okaaaaaay :( I think I've been thinking too much about certain things..... which can be avoided!! I realize girls really tend to think a lot. Like 103483273489037 times more than guys do!! I know this because I confide in some of my guy friends sometimes about my issues (sounds like I have a lot of issues hahaha T_T) and they told me that it's nothing, and even told me how they would react. My response to them would be: "BUT I'M NOT LIKE THAT!!" Sometimes I think that maybe being a guy would be much simpler because they're always so straightforward :S
Can't help but feel old because I feel incredibly tired after just a few hours of school and "socializing" sigh sigh time to end abruptly and get some sleeeeeep ^__^
P.S How is it that blogger still does not have smileys/emojis I cannot stand it D:
"I still look for your face in the crowd"
Always had a soft spot for this song about the death of a loved one. I have been lucky enough to not have had to experience it at a young age, up until now and hopefully not anytime soon. I can hardly imagine how difficult it must be like. I really don't know and I truly fear for the day I have to go through such a difficult thing. I am so dependent on the people around me so much so that if something were to happen to them, I don't think I can even function. I don't think I can breathe. I don't think I can cry enough tears for me to ever be okay and stand up on my own two feet :( The worst part is that when someone you're rather close to is experiencing all of this and you have absolutely no idea what you can do to help. All I can do is hope and pray for the best, for them to have enough strength to go through this difficult time. :\
We'll fight the hours.
"But she didn't know she wasn't told
This life is just too old
People walking come and go
They don't know you they're so cold"
HEHE so much for blogging more often (Opps!) Was directly asked by a few friends why I haven't updated hahaha I didn't realize I have so many stalkers ;)
My last entry was in September sooo I have passed many many many milestones such as exams, end of school, my birthday, my celebration, my mummy's birthday, .. And currently I'm back to working again sigh sigh hahaha not that I don't like working but it's just.. I really want to sleep all day sometimes :'( School, work, school, work...
The scary thing about school is that 1. Results are gonna be out soon and 2. Next semester does not sound fun (Thank you seniors for warning me beforehand T_____T) But anyway let's just all be in denial until the results are actually out hehehe! 
Sunday Folks! :)
One of my favourite places to be because of their amazing soft serve and waffles that aren't too hard or too lembek (soft?! :x) nor is the ice cream too sweet to make you feel jelak (in chinese they call it ni) which makes me want to keep coming back +_+
Bingsu @ Nunsaram :D
Very berry bingsu hahahah! I think I prefer the mango one compared to any other flavour but there's no harm trying something new! :) Someone once asked me what bingsu was like and I told him that it was like ice and fruits and cream. His reply was "I'm not gonna pay $13 for ice!!!" aiyo what cute franz I have hahaha :p
 
So Pho~
First time trying So Pho because we happened to be at Tampines (the other side of Singapore ~____~) so we had to try something new!!! And so we found this place and it's not bad I guess but it made me so full?!?! I felt like I was gonna explode literally omg so after eating this I just kept saying SO PHO MAKE ME SO FULL and rolled my way back to Jurong x__x
Bingsu @ Bing Go Jung ~
Nabilah?!?! You're eating bingsu again?!?! What to do when your friends all just want bingsu :p Anyways it was my first time trying the cheesecake and green tea bingsu ^___^ (forever going for mango yumyum +_+) hehehe both were not bad but I think they really need to put something at the bottom to make the ice less icey(?) and more flavourful if you know what I mean!! Hahaha because halfway through after the top part of the bingsu is eaten, all that's left is ice and more ice and nothing else T___T
Oh yay happy birthday to me! Hahahha (belated) :D Thankful for a simple day with the classmates I love, the lecturer who is super nice and helpful and kind enough to plan stats revision class on my birthday (T_T!!!) and also the boy boy for spending the day with me eating the entire day until we were too full to walk and waiting for 2 hours for my stats class to end!! :p thankewwww~
 
Birthday Celebration ~
                                                                           
So anyway I celebrated my birthday @ Changi Civil Service Club! :)
Thank you Pohpoh for actually doing 90% of everything :( I can't believe how little time we had to prepare everything because both of us were busy with work and I had just finished my exams it was really crazy!!!! :( And it's like definitely not wise to pick up everything on the day itself. HAHAHA we were thinking like we could settle everything very quickly but not really :( We ended up not having time to do anything at all, not even decorating much!! Hehe but it was okay I guess. It was nice seeing my friends come together and seeing them after such a long time! The reality is that I would really rather meet them individually and have like, one-on-one time with them as a clique!! It felt like they were there and I was there physically but I wasn't mentally there with everything going on in my mind T_____T Oh well hahaha I really miss everyone still though! Glad that at least I had this huge-ass 21st to beautify the entire place :) It's so beautiful hahaha genuinely love it but to be very honest I didn't like the idea initially because it was rather unconventional I guess? (opps :p) But I warmed up to the idea after seeing the final product!! Hehe so priddyy~
Okay anyway I realized I've been experiencing these weird moments of.. I don't even know what words to use to describe this experience. It is kinda horrible :( But have you ever like had this certain *good* opinion of someone and then you suddenly realize that the person isn't as nice as you thought? It's just really scary... I mean I rather have someone be mean to me from the start and I either choose to accept it or walk away. But now it's like just very confusing? :( Am I supposed to be okay with this? Am I just overreacting or feeling too much hahahah :(
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